I got a bit of an inspirational journal thought a little while ago. I was gonna sit down and write out some random babbling shit relating to women, dating, sex and marriage. I was going to (yet again) defend myself on my opinions on women. I’ll state this now so there is never a confusion again. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST WOMEN. I THINK WOMEN CAN BE SOME OF THE GREATEST, MOST LOVING, WONDERFUL PEOPLE ON THE EARTH. MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THIS WORLD (MY MOTHER) IS A WOMAN. SO I HOLD WOMEN IN THE HIGHEST REGARD.

Okay, that having been said.. I also have problems with some of the ways women act. I know I’m not alone on this one. I …

You are a victim of your own intolerance. Your problems are usually over-indulgent ramblings in your masochistic and imaginative mind. A sick and revolutionary thought I know.. one can change themselves? not worry about bullshit problems? My god! You lie!

That’s right, you too could one day be sitting on a couch, worry free, birds chirping outside and, get this, feel perfectly content. This is not the answer to all of your problems. But, most of them. This isn’t blindly making comfort lies to put yourself to sleep at night, ignoring the facts. Things still suck. Governments are still corrupt. Girlfriends and boyfriends will still fuck you over for that strapping young stud (or hot mama) down the street. Your taxes, …

woo-boy do I feel better now. I just finished that song I was workin’ on last night.. and, boy am I feeling 100x better now. I’m just glad to have finally made something I enjoy and can be proud of. Now, it ain’t the greatest thing in the worl, so don’t go getting your hopes up — this is the first full song I’ve written entirely alone since 1998. If you wanna hear it, click this bitch NOW!!

Let me know what you think – good or bad, I can take it.. so let er rip goddamnit

Okay, so my week’s finally looking up. I got my Twilight Zone DVD this morning from Columbia House so I got to ring in the morning Serling-style. God I love TZ.. it’s like good sex.

Then, I began work on another song. The beat this time started out really cool, and that’s made for a really cool song so far. My vocals are sounding good, they’re all in-time, and just.. hard-pounding melody

So, if you want to hear the first 35 secs. of the song, what I’ve completed thus far, click here and it’ll download the 500k MP3 to your hard drive. Let me know what you think — and be as honest as you want. I can take criticism …

This has sooo not been my fuckin’ week. Suffice to say that it’s been a small version of hell. Check it out, day by day:

Sunday: Nothin’ too bad, just had to work, and was half asleep

Monday: The girlfriend and I break up

Tuesday – I get to work, and find out I’ve been suspended. Let me explain..

I work, or rather worked, at a Circle K, on the graveyard shift. It seems that I have to be some kind of cigarette and alcohol czar and keep it out of the hands of minors. No biggie. Now, throw in the variable that is underage kids getting older people to buy them alcohol, plus not really being able to see the outside of the …

I just took a little tour in and around this site. I checked out some of the communities, some members of communities, shit like that. It seems whatever your fancy, your fetish, you obsession, your mental disorder.. there’s a support-like group for it on here at LJ.

I felt a bit fight club-ish a few minutes ago, checking through the various compendiums of suffering and overall not-well beings of some people. I prefer reading the depressing, down-trodden posts, only b/c they’re always very insightful, when someone’s having a good day they just smile and move along. When it’s a bad day, you sit down and collect your thoughts, you channel in every little nuance of your day, your week, your month …

I’m not too sure about all this crazy journal shit. I’ve heard about it from time to time, and I’ve got a personal journal on my system (which is in it’s 4th year and about 350 pages long right now) but I’ve always wondered who the fuck wants to hear about my shitty life?

Then again, I can post opinions in here, which is kinda what I do on my site, only there’s a larger audience on here. People come here to peruse the mindless ramblings of others, people come to my site not knowing what the hell they’re doing there.

So, this kicks off the beginning of my Livejournal. Hopefully it’ll kick into something cool, and perhaps give me yet another …